This project has been running for over a month now and the effects appear to be cumulative. Each day of reciting the Psalms shifts my though patterns out of the old behaviour loops and in to new behaviour loops. Actually, that may not be entirely correct. The effect seems to start at the level of Will and then enters in to the conscious and unconscious mind (from Keter to Chochmah and Binah). So the old loops rarely, if ever trigger.
Two results from last week. First one is that I managed to pin two out of six numbers in the Lotto and won a free lucky dip. Every success, how ever minor, should be celebrated – so Yay! OK, that’s enough celebration for now.
The other success is that in my wider community a leaflet went around reminding the families in our community that there are services available including:
Cooked meals when someone is sick, has given birth, has lost a loved one, etc.
Hospital visits, including bringing others to appointments or visits
Friendship meet-ups (it’s amazing in how such a connected world, too many are lonely)
Financial support to help balance monthly budget as well as short term funds
That’s another success for compassion.
This seemed to go well at first. Trouble is that the long-Jewish-goodbye can take, well forever. Some people leave but don’t say goodbye. Jews say goodbye but don’t leave. I have spent more than half-an-hour in a hallway once waiting to leave whilst goodbyes were said, news was exchanged on loved ones, jokes were made that other corrected, recipes were compared, photos were taken, etc. That’s a normal goodbye.
Now imagine what happens when you invite six amazing souls from the past to share some of their wisdom with you? Sure, there’s the whole license to depart thing, but it kind of gets pushed to the side by the long-goodbye I mentioned above.
Anyway, I’ve left the hallway, so to speak, to spend a bit of time by myself. It’s a little embarrassing as one of the souls I wanted to learn from was Rabbi Moshe Cordovero and having re-read his writings on the attribution of the double letters in Sefer Yetzirah… well, I’m really embarrassed to say that I do not agree with the great and holy Rabbi.
This project is going well. It’s a lot easier than I thought to read scripture (twice) with Aramaic translation (plus English translation). This is a project that is meant to act as a foundation for a later project, however as a side benefit if I ever go crazy from all this Kabbalah stuff – I can do a pretty good impression of being a time traveller from olden days, or someone possessed.